sunday morning

we did it! happy faces we completed the workout

Woke up early on a sunday morning to go work my butt off.LOL. Seriously im worried that i have been lazy and slacking off in working out and im starting to put on weight.Decided to take charge and start working out again.tho i didnt really jogging it was more of : jogged a bit then i felt so tired it was hard to breathe and i was panting so it was more of a combination of jogging and brisk walking.So nice and sweet of him to wake up early on a sunday morning to accompany me and be my personal trainer but i admit i was being a little bit bratty and kept on complaining and exagerating saying im going to faint.such a drama queen.haish.its ok next time around i shall try to jog all the way through.And it definately helped that the place was nice and peaceful.way different from taman aman.This place at TTDI makes it feels like as tho i was going for a nature walk surrounded by the forest.real nice cool fresh air in the morning.loved the place and im definately going again.

wishful thinking

 

photograph by, miss ashley anne

I'll get over it i know i will.I'll stop my ship from sinking and i'll tell myself im over it. I refuse to give into my blues that's not how its going to be,cause im the king of wishful thinking.

*berrylicious*

see i was half joking when i asked for a BB and plus i made a deal with myself to improve my grades 1st before i would ask abah for a new phone.bt when ka che was busy deciding on which phone she wants of course like always, on normal circumstances the other twin will also get the same or something that is of equivalent value to it.a berrylicious BB.honestly im not good with gadgets and all so i find it funny how i realise that im really slow in adjusting to it.i need time to explore,manual reading and of course websurfing to learn bout the it.

on a different note thank god for the time of the month,cz i honestly seriously cannot stand the pms-ing. im so easily irritated and almost always moody. its like i need to walk with a sign on my forehead "caution lady pms-ing".i always thot those printed shirts were hilarious now i know it is for real.this time around i was really easily irrtated with the constant mood swing.im really glad for now i think i will get back to the normal me slowly.

current list of random things

My sister and i love this show.we can watch it over and over again til it drives our brother nuts cz he has to watch and listen to it too.so hilariously funny to see him get annoyed by us with wanting to watch it always.i don't usually really like musicals.but this one i like.

  

The one shop that i found a necklace that i really like,but i didnt have enough money at that time.and there was no more stock of it so its just the one that is there.i was bummed.haish sempat jgk nk insert sad story jap pulak..funny.anyways for him to surprise me with it is so sweet and thoughtful it really really makes me happy. Its simply beautiful : )

                                             * wishlist *

1. A new phone.i would greatly appreciate a new one. hav to ask abah nicely 

2. A new watch.would like a new one too.since i lost 1 of mine.

3. A new and different hairstyle.thinking of a change.kindda bored of the current 1.

4. A tone body.haish.gotta workout n stop lazying around

5. A new pair of sandals or shoes.just 1 that is simple and nice.

and before i even start dreaming of my wishlist,the things i have to do.

                                               Priorities

1. Study for tests

2.Complete my assigments

3.Research.speaking of that..owh god i dont really have much clue on doing it.need materials.

4.Revisions.

5. Stay focused n improve my grades.

And once i have met my priorities,only then can i work on my wishlist.something to look foward to i guess. insyaAllah better and improved grades means i wont feel guilty for wanting and getting stuff on my wishlist.

holidays over,time to get to work!      

{ a new chapter }

                                                                by lisa congdon

The past is the past and if i were to still be reminded by it, it would only be just as though im reliving it over and over again.To forget painful things wont be that easy,to hold on to the it will also only make it harder for me to take time and actually realise and appreciate all the changes,and see that patience is well worth it to finally see the outcome of it now.From time to time now i will be reminded by the past and its definately not my favourite moments to be reminded of. But seeing how you've changed and how devoted you are in making up for whats happened in the past makes it easier to forget the painful moments.And when you said lets start a new chapter together,  knowing that in this chapter of course there will be tough times but the assurance of you being by my side i agreed to start a new chapter together.

actions speak louder than words

there is no need to speak,not even a word not even a sound just by your actions and your are able to hurt someone so badly.i hope you know what you've done, in wanting to really hurt someone you've done it really well.you've accomplished it.

keep on climbing till you reach the top

Its a new year! still not to late to say Happy New Year!ok moving on.Its only the second  week of 5th semester and already my to do list is growing longer and longer.I have made some goals that i want to achieve this semester.and i made a deal with myself that i am going to work my ass off to reach it.obviously the lazyness and distractions is always there and making it hard for me to stay focused.but i have to.seriously.i want to and most importantly i need to.and what a way to know that its not impossible to reach your goal even if at first you thought its impossible.Like...wall climbing.i really thought i couldnt reach the top.especially when i slipped a few times and when im halfway to the top and i looked down i got scared for a moment i felt like giving up and stop climbing.and i thought for a few minutes and i decided i should stop being such a scaredy cat whiny brat and just finish climbing.and it is well worth the sweat and pain.the feeling of reaching the top.it felt GREAT!Which is exactly what i should do.Keep on moving foward.