things i like and things i dont like

Mama and abah is back! i missed them while the were out of the country..and they brought back goodies for us.handbags and BB jelly covers.all sorts of colours.big smile : ) i'll get to change covers according to my mood,to match my outfit,depending on the event,so many choices for us to choose from and exchange. and also the icing on the cake is a new *handbag*

Also finaly i've found a dress for tigs.I can imagine her looking so cute in her new dress.Been looking around for sometime for a dress for her and the last time i looked it was either i didnt see anything that i liked or i liked the dress but it was way to expensive.this particular dress is just nice.

We went for lunch at UITM hotel but i was dissapointed with the food. It was deceiving in way that they said its buffet, but then again only the starters and the dessert was on the buffet table and as for the main dish we had to order it.Told mom and she said that means its not buffet,they should said that its a semi buffet.The dessert was a bummer too.. One thing that stand out was what our waitress said to us: we have two choices of drinks today, its either red sparkling drink or white sparkling drink.Funny.I felt like i was at a fine dinning restaurant in a movie when the waiter would ask if we would prefer red wine or white wine.Told mama,abah n ka che and they thot it was  funny too. That was a nice touch.But personally i think they can improve on the starters and the dessert.The main course and the soup was not bad.

things i dont like:

at the moment from the news and newpapers i am really disturb that a father could give away his little girl by marrying her off to a 40 year old guy. so sickening. imagine how traumatized the girl is having to go through that. how can a parent do that to his own child when they are so many parents out there who wants kids so badly and here there are people just giving them away just like that.

i am also not liking the fact that people are throwing blood around in protest when there are loads of people who are in need of it.

finally i am angry to watch in the news seeing how people can be so cruel and oppresive attacking and ambushing innocent people in their homeland to chase them out of their homes and claim it as theirs. saddens me to see this. and as for the moment i find these three things disturbing.

sunday morning

we did it! happy faces we completed the workout

Woke up early on a sunday morning to go work my butt off.LOL. Seriously im worried that i have been lazy and slacking off in working out and im starting to put on weight.Decided to take charge and start working out again.tho i didnt really jogging it was more of : jogged a bit then i felt so tired it was hard to breathe and i was panting so it was more of a combination of jogging and brisk walking.So nice and sweet of him to wake up early on a sunday morning to accompany me and be my personal trainer but i admit i was being a little bit bratty and kept on complaining and exagerating saying im going to faint.such a drama queen.haish.its ok next time around i shall try to jog all the way through.And it definately helped that the place was nice and peaceful.way different from taman aman.This place at TTDI makes it feels like as tho i was going for a nature walk surrounded by the forest.real nice cool fresh air in the morning.loved the place and im definately going again.

wishful thinking

 

photograph by, miss ashley anne

I'll get over it i know i will.I'll stop my ship from sinking and i'll tell myself im over it. I refuse to give into my blues that's not how its going to be,cause im the king of wishful thinking.

*berrylicious*

see i was half joking when i asked for a BB and plus i made a deal with myself to improve my grades 1st before i would ask abah for a new phone.bt when ka che was busy deciding on which phone she wants of course like always, on normal circumstances the other twin will also get the same or something that is of equivalent value to it.a berrylicious BB.honestly im not good with gadgets and all so i find it funny how i realise that im really slow in adjusting to it.i need time to explore,manual reading and of course websurfing to learn bout the it.

on a different note thank god for the time of the month,cz i honestly seriously cannot stand the pms-ing. im so easily irritated and almost always moody. its like i need to walk with a sign on my forehead "caution lady pms-ing".i always thot those printed shirts were hilarious now i know it is for real.this time around i was really easily irrtated with the constant mood swing.im really glad for now i think i will get back to the normal me slowly.

current list of random things

My sister and i love this show.we can watch it over and over again til it drives our brother nuts cz he has to watch and listen to it too.so hilariously funny to see him get annoyed by us with wanting to watch it always.i don't usually really like musicals.but this one i like.

  

The one shop that i found a necklace that i really like,but i didnt have enough money at that time.and there was no more stock of it so its just the one that is there.i was bummed.haish sempat jgk nk insert sad story jap pulak..funny.anyways for him to surprise me with it is so sweet and thoughtful it really really makes me happy. Its simply beautiful : )

                                             * wishlist *

1. A new phone.i would greatly appreciate a new one. hav to ask abah nicely 

2. A new watch.would like a new one too.since i lost 1 of mine.

3. A new and different hairstyle.thinking of a change.kindda bored of the current 1.

4. A tone body.haish.gotta workout n stop lazying around

5. A new pair of sandals or shoes.just 1 that is simple and nice.

and before i even start dreaming of my wishlist,the things i have to do.

                                               Priorities

1. Study for tests

2.Complete my assigments

3.Research.speaking of that..owh god i dont really have much clue on doing it.need materials.

4.Revisions.

5. Stay focused n improve my grades.

And once i have met my priorities,only then can i work on my wishlist.something to look foward to i guess. insyaAllah better and improved grades means i wont feel guilty for wanting and getting stuff on my wishlist.

holidays over,time to get to work!      

{ a new chapter }

                                                                by lisa congdon

The past is the past and if i were to still be reminded by it, it would only be just as though im reliving it over and over again.To forget painful things wont be that easy,to hold on to the it will also only make it harder for me to take time and actually realise and appreciate all the changes,and see that patience is well worth it to finally see the outcome of it now.From time to time now i will be reminded by the past and its definately not my favourite moments to be reminded of. But seeing how you've changed and how devoted you are in making up for whats happened in the past makes it easier to forget the painful moments.And when you said lets start a new chapter together,  knowing that in this chapter of course there will be tough times but the assurance of you being by my side i agreed to start a new chapter together.

actions speak louder than words

there is no need to speak,not even a word not even a sound just by your actions and your are able to hurt someone so badly.i hope you know what you've done, in wanting to really hurt someone you've done it really well.you've accomplished it.