What scares me and what makes me sad

What scares me: when people i care for falls sick and is hospitalised. Of course I panicked and so many things were going thru my head when I found out my moo che che was admitted. Been sleeping over at the hospital with her and thank god the she's much better and the doctor allowed her to go home. The 1st night I slept over at the hospital I couldn't hardly sleep. Another incidendt that scared me too was, when I was awoken so many times by what sounded like someone moving the furnitures around. It was so loud I can't sleep. Next day mom said I have to remember that it is after all a hospital. I got scared and told mom it didn't cross my mind at all about spirits in the hospital. See that's why I don't like to watch ghost stories. So I wouldn't think of such things. The next night before I slept I read ayat qursi so many times n thank god I sleep comfortably no sounds keeping me awake. Reminder: always remember to read ayat qursi.

What makes me sad: we've all seen it in the news, heard about it on the radio, read about it in the papers. And it really makes us sad to see the way these babies are being thrown away and disposed off like trash. I never knew how it felt to actually see it with my own eyes. On my way back home from the bazaar seeing the police officers by the drain and putting aside newspapers and a black trash bag on the ground. I knew straight away what it was about. I felt like crying there and then. It left a mark on me and made me realise that to always stay close to god and for us ladies to respect ourselves in order for others to do the same. Because love is more than just about lust. When a guy really loves us, he treats us well and with respect. What I saw today will serve as a reminder to me to stay level headed. Its a lesson for everyone. Especially ladies to realise and to differentiate between lust and love.
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{For a classic look}

I find it hard for me to walk out of the few of my favourite accessories shop empty handed. Goshhh I just can't decide between the two items. Both are just nice in their own way. And what makes it harder was that my intention was just to go window shopping while I bully dear bf of mine to come along with me. Then I checked my purse and of course when I really want to buy something I don't have enough cash haihh..Boo boo being the sweetest bf bought me two beautiful accessories. A classic vintage style bangle and cocktail ring. I'm all smiles so happy with the gifts ; ). Bt of course this cannot be happening all the time. Wouldn't want to be a razor gf would I? Reality check. Note to self my boo boo is so sweet n I'm so happy he bought me the stuff. I love being spoilt all girls do. Bt the most important thing is I love him so much regardless of whether he buys me things or not. The most patient bf and I really mean it coz I know for a fact that I can be quite a handful to handle on my bad days. I'm so thankful to have a loving bf. : *
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inspirations for room makeover

Since the house is on renovation im lucky enough too to get to makeover my room. Its so exciting getting the chance to make it over.So many ideas running around in my head i think i should have an ispiration board to stick all of them so i can have a clear view of all of them before i decide.As for now these are just a few things and ideas that i like.

Went for a treat with boo,bubble tea (one of the shops at 15 subang) the peach bubble tea is really nice. I had the smoothie with it was nice too not bad.. Ramadhan is here no more tea time and snacking in the afternoon for a month. I look foward to it every year. Somehow Its the time of the year when I feel at peace and Its a good time for spiritual cleansing and to bring ourselfs closer to Allah. Planning to spend the time wisely InsyaAllah. On a different topic I was surprised to come home after a tiring first day of fasting to find that moo che bought me goodies from her eco bazaar held by her student union. Everything is handmade. A beautiful sling bag made from sari material, intricate drawing on a postcard on recycled paper and a fluffy flower hair band. Pretty stuff : ). Love it! Til next time. Happy fasting! Be nice and use the time wisely and may all of us be blessed by the Ramadhan insyaAllah.
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Kiwi holiday!

Its beautiful here just that's bcos its winter its really cold. There I was expecting the temperature to be around 10- 16 degree. To my suprise it drops down to 5 degree on somedays. People are nice and friendly. Shopping is great. Especially with the winter sale. There are some good bargains. Its winter so I'm bummed since im not sure if I can go river rafting since even on land I'm freezing it'll be worse at the river. I really want to tho. Going to the falls later on and to see the glow worms tomorrow. More pictures on that soon. Its nice here would like to come again during summer or some other time other then winter. That way the daytime would be longer n weather would be much bearable. Back to walking around n more blogging later on.
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* Finally HOLIDAY! *

After the 5th semester then finals then with just about a week of resting time back to classes again for1 month  intersession with classes every weekdays and then the final exam. Oh god it was like non stop classes, books, lecturers, tests since the beginning of the year. For now im taking sometime to rest. I've checked my results after waiting anxiously, its not great its just ok. Have got to work HARDER to improve my cgpa.Intersession paper made me felt like crying or maybe i did cried a bit. Haish..whatever it is.Its done now so moving on.10 more days before the next semester begins and im off for a holiday that is much needed.I've never been to New Zealand so im excited. People tell me its a beautiful place.Im looking forward to seeing their culture, beautiful scenery the food and of course shopping! Here i am yap yap and yapping away and my suitcase is not completely packed yet. Got to go. I've got 10 days and will definitely be making full use of it before it get back in time for the new semester.

22nd birthday

Event : 22nd birthday

Wonderful surprise,loving family and dearest friends,sweet loving bf,great time celebrating with delicious food and cakes,beautiful presents.Had a really nice time celebrating it.Just the way i like it simple low key hanging out with the people i like to surround myself with. Except for the lizard part which actually in a way made it an interesting and hilarious birthday.Who knew i could scream at such a high pitch voice at the sight of a lizard.Lol. Over all i had a nice time celebrating my 22nd birthday,to mohd khairul azim,thanks for a wonderful birhtday i know it took a lot of effort in planning it.Thank you sayang : *