sniffles

been enjoying the semester holidays for about a week plus now and now on monday will be starting my attachment.im scared and im nervous.and to top it all i am having flu.this is not good..i hope my flu gets well soon before monday.which is tomorrow.going for my 1st day of attachment with a runny nose is so not good.please get well soon.i really dont want to be sitting in the office sneezing and blowing my nose non stop.what kind of 1st impression is that.and talk about embarrasing.shoo! sniffles

*wish list*

photgraphy

I really want to learn how to take nice photos or it doesnt necessarily has to be nice just so long its unique and different i guess.Now..where to learn photography techniques? Online through blogs or i could go sign up for courses n classes.

sewing

And another thing to add on to my wish list, is to learn  to sew. So i can sew clothes and pretty pretty dresses. Gotta look for a place that offer sewing classes and im gonna sign myself up in one. After all there's already the sewing machine in the house just sitting at the corner collecting dust and i've been wanting to learn to sew it makes sense, i can just use moms sewing machine. 

                                    

                                      

                                  

                                  

                                       

And of course travel the world check out their galleries and look for beautiful scenic views.

3 am

Goshh im having a mental breakdown and i cannot think..drank to much coffee and now even when i want to sleep i just cant seem to fall asleep.the gaps between the papers are to near and its really taking its toll on me.i'm really looking forward to the 9 days gap  for the last paper.actually even better, im looking foward when final exam finishes.

I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything

You're my perfect little punching bag

But baby I don't mean it

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me

And I need you, I'm sorry

happy 21st birthday boo!!

on a Sunday 25th October 2009 Mohd Khairul Azim turned 21. you might look young i can't deny that.but..fact is you are getting OLDER ; ) i liked that it was celebrated in a simple mellow way. just the way you like it.i hope u had a wonderful birthday syg.lots of love, xoxo.

inhale and exhale breathe = relieved

pheew... after a few busy,hectic and eventful weeks i am able to sit back for a moment and breathe. done with all the tests and i'm glad tok ayah is well and the surgery went well Alhamdulilah. he seemed really happy to see us visitng him.felt bad i was to busy to call and check on tok ayah.but after visiting him and seeing he's doing well i'm relieved.and he was talking so much about so many things and was also telling jokes.didnt know my tok ayah is a funny person.i am also relieved about the issue about the freaky guy is finally solved. seriously i dont like to talk bad bout others but when someone who makes a big deal out of something that is not even a big deal and tries to take advantage of another person especially someone i love and care for it really makes me angry and i would start calling that person names.a suitable name. FREAK. and as for A and Z be strong k.i was touched by what you said the other day about its not about taking sides its about standing by the person who is right.i respect your principle and am really proud of it.whatever it is be tough and take good care of A.im here too if in case any of you are in need of help.A you're beautiful and a nice person.its hard but try to stay calm and keep ur head up through this.if stress it calls the need for us to have to bring you to a spa.just us girls ; ) actually thinking of it sounds best if we get to do that.whatever it is always remember you have friends around you who are there for you.overall as for now i am relieved from all the hecticness of test and assigments.but..just or a short while because finals is next weeeek.gosh reading,reading and more reading and memorizing.study hard everyone and gudluck for finals! and finally.



CONGRATULATIONS LIY! you've graduated and i wish you all the best in your future.

why ooh why am i procrastinating?

it has been a looong tiring week. and i still have...

• books all over the floor that needs to be rearranged
• tests that i need to study for
• final exam that i need to study for
• case presentation that i need to prepare
• to go to the bookstore to buy the statutes that i need

so why exactly am i lazying around having gossip girl marathon? i think other than me freaking out about final exam,tired and im thinking God..this is hard.(im always whining) but after i had a talk with my ka che. it made me think.im being such a self centered,ignorant,oblivious,selfish brat.I've come this far,the money,effort and time spent all this while and instead of being thankful for the opportunity that i have to further my studies im constantly whining.I've got to stop whinning and deal with it.nothing in life is easy.there are times in life when we've all felt discouraged. but that's life its all part of the journey. I've gotta stay focused and keep my head up. last semester sucked bcos i failed a paper.but what i realised is that it has made me want to work harder.as for now. its the weekend! time to rest.have a good weekend everyone~

not the mellow lazy sunday i was hoping for

open houses and babysitting.i've officially had an overdose of rendang and all the other typical raya food.even mom noticed i hardly ate at the open house today.i would wait till i get back home and eat.oowh no thanx to rendang.no more for now.for babysitting i forgot how tiring it could be looking after a little one.so not the mellow sunday i was hoping for.wish i could lazy around and curl up with a good book or something.but seeing as exams is just round the corner lazying around is very unlikely to happen right now.i am freaking out inside.after what happened last semester repeating a paper.really dont want history to repeat itself.