YOU make it real for me

Boo boo : Baby, this song is for you.

Me         : Really boo? : ) Why?? how come its dedicated to me?

He say's I am the person who is able to calm him when he's having a bad day, throughout the tough times he's  been through. He says Im able snap him back to his senses and stop him from being so head strong. He says I am the person who he can turn to when he is breaking down. He says Im his sanity when he's not able to think straight. He says when he is on the verge of giving up I remind him to stay strong have faith and I stay there by his side through it all.

What he doesn't realise is he is an amazing boyfriend, for the tears I've cried he is there to wipe it dry. He is there to stop me from crying. Takes my hand calm me down. Turns my tears to laughter. Makes me laugh and giggle.What he doesnt realise is that I miss him so badly now that he's done with LLB It feels different that my boo boo is not with me while here I am in my final semester to finish LLB. I miss him soo much! Boo boo I miss youu oh god LLB without boo boo there with me. It'll be tough but like he tells me be a tough chick. And that I'll be!

Welcome to the Joifins

Alhamdulilah welcoming a new member to the Joifins. Exactly 2 weeks old today,she's Adriana Calisa Joifin binti Arif Faiz Joifin. Soo chubby *gerammmm* I have kissed her many many times already. Looking forward to spoiling this cutie pie too. Tater tot teagie has a friend now! I sense this one will be even more spoilt. I hope not too spoilt though. LOL we'll see about that hahaha. Anyhow am  looking forward to reading books with her and buying many cute girly hair clips, fairy outfit, tutu!!  That's if abg arif allows me to dress her in a tutu. I shall find my ways , I will find a way of getting her into a tutu : )

Something to reflect upon

The poster says it all, its like a slap in the face isn't it?

Made me realise just how fortunate I am and reminds me to be grateful for what I have and complain less, for they are people in other parts of the world heck even here back home they are people who are fighting a harder battle and having a hard time surviving.

It makes me think now, how can I help? There must be something I, we can do about this rather than just sitting back day by day enjoying life unaware of this. Of even so, once we're aware of it it slips our mind the moment we go back to our daily life routine. I hope that wont be the case with me. Now that I'm very much aware  of it,helping out even beginning with the smallest way shall be one of the things on my to do list.

waiting,waiting and waiting is my least favourite thing to do

Especially when the waiting is for an important thing. As in exam results and the package I ordered for boo boo's birthday present. I am happy to say as for exam results syukur Alhamdulillah passed all CGPA could have done better. What I've learned next sem I cant just leave it to the SP especially when its one who is not reliable! Not shifting the blame or anything but I've learn if I want something done I've gotta discuss it with my other firm mates  do it together or offer to do it myself seeing as unfortunately our SP is oblivious  in a way. Urghh am very irritated by it. Keep calm keep calm.

Anyhow am very very proud of my boo boo, he passed all 11 subjects and did so with a good CGPA!! Alhamdulilah. Considering the tremendous amount of pressure he was under. He did well. 

And now with the package here too, finally all the way from UK. I was starting to get worried when it has not yet arrived. Now that his present is here its time to treat my boo boo for his very belated birthday and also to celebrate the good results.

Weekend getaway

 

Had an amazing time going off to an Island.It was hot,humid,rainy but overall it was fun!

Good food,surrounded by great company of friends, beautiful sights,

came home with loads of chocolates, bruised shoulder, and a tanner me its all good!

sunday brunch + karaoke

Officially finished LLB 1st semester. Alhamdulillah. Now its about waiting for the results  *yikes*. InsyaAllah result ok, pray and tawakal Amin.  LLB 1st semester  felt like it took sooo long. Seeing as the others are already on their holidays and enjoying. So finally when I finally finished 1st semester decided to have brunch eat good food and do one of my favourite things ever sing karaoke! Something where its not about being good at it its just for fun. You sound good or bad, sing off tune or hit the right key does not matter. Its about being silly singing at the top of our lungs and enjoying ourself. And boy I sure did. However looks like the guys yg dh lama merdeka ni pun also enjoyed themselves too hahaha. Wished everyone could come but seeing as semua dh merdeka mostly are outstation. Anyhows judging from the pictures it shows siapa yg lg over karaoke. Clearly the guys!

My boo boo and azad really into their song

Busy in the kitchen while the others are karaoke-ing

Our take home chef preparing delicious apple crumble

potato salad and roast chicken ( I forgot to take a pic before we ate) this will do, ooh and danial's cookies LOL

Yum! sweet duck sandwich by wawa the take home chef

Karaoke all day long

Aint no quitter!

I've been told it'll be crazy and now I know how crazy it gets,

There are days when LLB is crazy hectic,so challenging,mentally and physically tiring it really tests your strength and it has almost broke me down. To a point once it crossed my mind maybe I'm not cut out for this, and I seriously feel like throwing in the towel. But I must say together with god willing, my support system they are the reason why I'm still standing. Last two weeks was awful and I have literally fallen. Had it not been for them I probably would have totally given up.

They are the people who would continue giving me support and encouragement when they can see I'm on the brink of giving up, they are those who knows when I'm trying so hard to fight back my tears yet they wouldn't give up and still sit there and talk with me till they see a smile on my face. 

And as for me I'm hanging in there and am praying for strength and perseverance. And InsyaAllah everything will turn out well. Like a dear friend of mind said to me, "hang in there once we finish this we'll be laughing thinking back all the stuff we did and went though  for LLB and we'll be glad we hang on and completed it". Amin to that.