i feel like rolling over and die..okay or maybe juz roll under my blanket and juz stay there.

owh mann i'm so dramatic but seriously things are hard and the more i try to make it better the worse it gets.i guess maybe im just the worst person on earth right now.feels like i'm hurting people when that is not my intention,feels like i make things worse when im trying to make it ok and it feels like i'm being inconsiderate of other people's feelings when i actually really care for them.which overall i guess makes me an inconsiderate,selfish,self-centered,dramatic,person. i guess the best i can do right know is just lay low since my effort of trying to make things better seems to not work.my fault jugak.because right know i think whats best is to give space and give it time when instead i keep on trying so hard to fix it.owh mann again i can be given the award for worst person and im not being sarcastic..tho im glad i did get to make it to liy's fashion show.beautiful design especially the long dress.so cantik.proud of you babe! : ) sorry friends i balik awal.i juz went to see liy's design je.not in the mood sangat. so once i saw her designs i went back home.congrats liy! in an attempt to not make myself feel so down i've made lists.a to do list and a wish list.

.things to do.
rearrange my room's furniture
reorganize closet
get a new haircut
return books to library
finish reading books on my booklist

*wish list*
buy a plant.daisy?
visit the planetarium
learn techniques to draw/sketch and paint
to get to meet up with t
watch 500 days of summer i heart chick flicks
watch talentime aina says its really good
learn to solve the rubiks cube

PMS can be such a..

eiysh on days of pms-ing it can be such a pain.dah la nk act all moody n all.i myself geram with myself k.and as usual i'll b all emo2 n moody2 with people closest n around me.im sorry people.. jz ignore the moodyness.anyhows on a different topic.2mrw is the last paper.last day of finals this semester.whoah after dat holiday.actually not yet.as usual i'll be helping aqilah out.then holidays.felt like 3rd semester flew by fast.owh well k gtg.2mrw i've got paper and i'm here blogging pulak.til next time.