Saturday, December 25, 2010

Shopping!

His


Hers

Our plan was just to go window shopping. Instead we found ourselves buying and buying.Its addictive. When you start buying one thing you'll want the next item you see. And its contagious. When you go shopping the urge to shop will rub on the other person too. Good bargains tho. We found some quiky and beautiful things at reasonable prices. Gotta love a bargain!

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Everyone has their ways




Him being a person of few words,secretive,reserved and not so expressive. He sure does has his own ways of showing his love and affection. Here's one perfect example. Knowing lately i havent been the usual cheerful me. Apart from taking me to nice special dates,to dinner and movies he takes it up a notch. Just to make sure i wont be sad he prepared his own version of 'survival  kit' for me. A comedy chick flick dvd and some chocolate rolls. In his attempt to replace my tears to laughters.

Not to mention him being woken up by my calls in the wee hours because i would be crying and i can't sleep. He would calm me down,talk with me and in his half asleep half awake voice he would read the doa sebelum tidur for me so that i can sleep peacefully.

Its sucky feeling sad and depressed. But having him and his own special ways sure does make it easier to deal with this feelings. Afterall things happen for a reason and its probably not my time yet. My turn will come later. As for now i'll be patient, work on  improving myself  and one thing for sure im not giving up.

*  He sure does has his own ways of making me smile when i feel like crying : )  *

Monday, December 20, 2010

Weddings,marriages and the little tot's birthday

The cutie pie little niece of mine 1st birthday party! Looking all cute in her puffy tutu striking her pose. Feel like squeezing her all the time. Wishing a blessed life for this tiny tot and bright future ahead of her : *


Reading hilarious blogs and facebook browsing together, talks  and discussion on weddings and marriage. Already yawning bt still pushing it and karaoke-ing til 3 in the morning together. What a night. And i feel so grown up. Speaking of weddings its definately the season, and seeing how many people my age are getting married and a family friend. It really starts to make us think. Just sitting and talking about how far we've come together from kindergarden til now. As for us marriage?? we're making sure we're stable.Especially with me graduating soon. Alhamdulilah i feel blessed. But i know i still have a long more way to go. I feel like i've travelled far but its still a loooong journey to go.

Friday, December 17, 2010

right this moment..

Im bummed 
Its been 5 days straight of not working out and eating all sorts of fattening food. ARGGHHH!

Realise        
Its so difficult to stay motivated when your mind is not in it. Mental power, definately important... Its much easier to work out when my mind is in the right mindset as compared to a negative mindset.

Rock bottom 
Just when im really depressed and defeated. Then i noticed. Not once did my parents scolded me or or gave me lengthy lecture about "you should have". Instead they kept on being supportive and pushing me foward telling me to stay positive and keep moving foward.

A humbling moment 
Seeing a little boy helping his mom earn money by dragging huge bags of tid bits trying to sell from table to table. Even more humbling he had such a pleasant face and was cheerful and friendly even though its obvious he has a hard life. Makes me grateful for all that i have.

Room make over
Its starting to come together! Bit by bit. Finally. Sooo happy enjoying taking time looking for inspirations from all over.

1 year            
The cutie pie tegan is one years old!  It feels fast watching her grow. Cant believe one year dh. She's so cute, geram.

Looking foward to
Date with the very patient loving supportive boo boo. Its been a while since the last time we went out for a proper date night. Really happy with the idea getting the chance to take some time to enjoy each others company with all the busyness of the wedding.Yeay ! Gonna get all gussied up for a date night with boo boo : )
                                    
                           

Monday, December 6, 2010

Daydreaming of food

Now that im exercising and trying my best to limit my food intake and excluding certain types of food i find my self being frustrated more often.The fact that i cannot eat the normal food that i usualy eat is really starting to take its toll on me. Im grumpy and starting to get really fed up with exercising and working out.  As for now I really need to let out my food cravings frustrations. ( not that i know if it'll help )

I daydream of..

chesse topping thin crust pizza
char kueh tiaw
mcd's french fries
baskin robbins ice cream
gelato
dunkin donuts
bisou and cup cake chic cup cakes
nasi lemak maybank with the ayam goreng + milo ais
carls jr burger and fries
mars chocolate bar
bianco's fudgy chocolate brownie
chewy chunky  chocolate chip cookies
bawang merah's kuih keria
spaghetti bolognese
medan section 14 asam laksa
kraft macaroni and cheese
vichuda's  and santai's nasi goreng usa
teh tarik and teh ice
carbonated drinks miranda orange and strawberry
thosai massala
roti canai
hakim's nasi kandar
caramel popcorn

Ok that's all that has been lingering around in my head for days and days. Feel slightly better now that i've let it out.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Up up up and away!











Had so much fun enjoying the beautiful weather on a sunday afternoon picnicking and flying kites. Everyone was so excited i bet if there were lights on our kites we would have stayed on till late night still fyling our kites lol.

I just realised how relaxing it is to fly kites. For a moment there while i was flying my kite its like all my worries flew away. It takes effort and skill too though. without that you'll only be frustrated that you kite is not flying. But the feeling the moment it starts to fly up high its pure happiness faces filled with smiles. Im not exxagerating really it loads of fun. So much so that i enjoyed it just as much on the second round of flying kite too.

New activity to be added on hobby list, definately!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

This explains it


I dont know how others do it, but i've been having problem with reading jurisprudence. It seems to make me doze off everytime i start studying it. And of course im using my time very unproductively to explore the virtual world and how ironic! i came across this. Which is  VERY TRUE. "The word required takes out all the fun in any activity". From now on i've got to put it in my mind that i WANT to read jurisprudence, not i have/required to. i want to read jurisprudence..i want to read jurisprudence..i want to.. ok now i sound like a looney. Geezz whatever it is just have to keep a positive mind set for finals! that's the spirit rite. Off to study. Im starting to freak out which means time to read up!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

my heart out



Who would have thought, with my decission to go through with this i thot i  would be crying my heart out about this.Bt all this is just giving me space and time for myself. And in return i can think clearly and just when i thought i'd be crying my heart out instead im singing my heart out. Im head over feet : )



You stated your case time and again
I had no choice but to hear you
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
You ask how my day was
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for

You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Sunday, October 10, 2010

home sweet home

I'm ecstatic to be home! Although as for now its a mess n full of dust. Bt 2 months staying at the condo is enough for me. Its depressing. It does not help that I'm so used to staying in a bright airy sunny house to staying at a gloomy,bad reception place full of foreigners makes me feel like I'm someplace else. The worst part bout it is that if u leave something behind you'd hav to get out of the car wait for the elevator to go up n den wait again for the elevator to go bck to the parking. Such a waste of time. Unlike living on landed house when I can just run back in to grab whatever it is I forget. So thankful and glad I'm home. Looking forward to redecorating it after finals of course. Since its only 15 more days till finals. I'm gasping n panicking.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

TWO years

this one's really interesting,butter prawns with cheese. how bout that? of course
after having all of these there's no more room left for dessert.  Cakes at alexis im cominggg.  for part 2 anniversary, dessert:  coffee and cakes  

steam asam fish yum!

of course i cant have thai food without my favourite kailan ikan masin

one nice tom yam i like that its not too spicy and i can enjoy it without shedding tears

my boo boo's happy surprised face{priceless} seeing him so happy it made me so happy
(jz seeing that smile makes it worthwhile)

the surprise in a box

i personalized it by hand stitching  a love note : )
( out of all the things i've made for him so  far this is the hardest to make, i didn't sleep a wink making this)

boo boo's present a hoodie

my version of an anniversary card, a painting on balsa wood

the tools and materials i used



First and foremost Alhamdulilah it's already two years. Looking back at it all, everything we've been through and because of it all  it just makes us stronger.
~ you make the fights worth it when at the end of it we learn from our mistakes and learn to give in and
   compromise.
~ you make me learn from our fights how to handle guys and their pride and ego, and how sometimes
  we all just need our time and space
~ you make me laugh when i feel like im at my lowest point
~you tell me im pretty when i dont even have an inch of make up on my face
~you treat me like a princess
~the person i turn to when im having a breakdown  to cry and not have to worry how sloppy i would
  look
~my sing-a-long karoke partner singing along our hearts out to the songs on the radio
~the person who is able to tell me to my face my weaknesses and help me work on it
~you let me in to you life and all the secret passages in you life so im able to get to know you better
~ in return it makes me comfortable enough to trust and let my walls down and not have to always hide and protect myself
~ because i know no matter how silly i act,how angry i get,how stubborn,how spoilt i behave you somehow are able to find a way to look at the good side of me

I know we still have a lot more things to learn from one another , a lot more fights we'll learn from together. With you by my side i know it'll be worth the roller coster ride. Im looking forward to going thorugh the ups and downs together, after all that's what its all about. What matters most is that at the end of the day i still love you through the good times and the bad times.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

What scares me and what makes me sad

What scares me: when people i care for falls sick and is hospitalised. Of course I panicked and so many things were going thru my head when I found out my moo che che was admitted. Been sleeping over at the hospital with her and thank god the she's much better and the doctor allowed her to go home. The 1st night I slept over at the hospital I couldn't hardly sleep. Another incidendt that scared me too was, when I was awoken so many times by what sounded like someone moving the furnitures around. It was so loud I can't sleep. Next day mom said I have to remember that it is after all a hospital. I got scared and told mom it didn't cross my mind at all about spirits in the hospital. See that's why I don't like to watch ghost stories. So I wouldn't think of such things. The next night before I slept I read ayat qursi so many times n thank god I sleep comfortably no sounds keeping me awake. Reminder: always remember to read ayat qursi.

What makes me sad: we've all seen it in the news, heard about it on the radio, read about it in the papers. And it really makes us sad to see the way these babies are being thrown away and disposed off like trash. I never knew how it felt to actually see it with my own eyes. On my way back home from the bazaar seeing the police officers by the drain and putting aside newspapers and a black trash bag on the ground. I knew straight away what it was about. I felt like crying there and then. It left a mark on me and made me realise that to always stay close to god and for us ladies to respect ourselves in order for others to do the same. Because love is more than just about lust. When a guy really loves us, he treats us well and with respect. What I saw today will serve as a reminder to me to stay level headed. Its a lesson for everyone. Especially ladies to realise and to differentiate between lust and love.
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Thursday, August 19, 2010

{For a classic look}

I find it hard for me to walk out of the few of my favourite accessories shop empty handed. Goshhh I just can't decide between the two items. Both are just nice in their own way. And what makes it harder was that my intention was just to go window shopping while I bully dear bf of mine to come along with me. Then I checked my purse and of course when I really want to buy something I don't have enough cash haihh..Boo boo being the sweetest bf bought me two beautiful accessories. A classic vintage style bangle and cocktail ring. I'm all smiles so happy with the gifts ; ). Bt of course this cannot be happening all the time. Wouldn't want to be a razor gf would I? Reality check. Note to self my boo boo is so sweet n I'm so happy he bought me the stuff. I love being spoilt all girls do. Bt the most important thing is I love him so much regardless of whether he buys me things or not. The most patient bf and I really mean it coz I know for a fact that I can be quite a handful to handle on my bad days. I'm so thankful to have a loving bf. : *
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Saturday, August 14, 2010

inspirations for room makeover

Since the house is on renovation im lucky enough too to get to makeover my room. Its so exciting getting the chance to make it over.So many ideas running around in my head i think i should have an ispiration board to stick all of them so i can have a clear view of all of them before i decide.As for now these are just a few things and ideas that i like.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Went for a treat with boo,bubble tea (one of the shops at 15 subang) the peach bubble tea is really nice. I had the smoothie with it was nice too not bad.. Ramadhan is here no more tea time and snacking in the afternoon for a month. I look foward to it every year. Somehow Its the time of the year when I feel at peace and Its a good time for spiritual cleansing and to bring ourselfs closer to Allah. Planning to spend the time wisely InsyaAllah. On a different topic I was surprised to come home after a tiring first day of fasting to find that moo che bought me goodies from her eco bazaar held by her student union. Everything is handmade. A beautiful sling bag made from sari material, intricate drawing on a postcard on recycled paper and a fluffy flower hair band. Pretty stuff : ). Love it! Til next time. Happy fasting! Be nice and use the time wisely and may all of us be blessed by the Ramadhan insyaAllah.
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Saturday, July 3, 2010

Kiwi holiday!

Its beautiful here just that's bcos its winter its really cold. There I was expecting the temperature to be around 10- 16 degree. To my suprise it drops down to 5 degree on somedays. People are nice and friendly. Shopping is great. Especially with the winter sale. There are some good bargains. Its winter so I'm bummed since im not sure if I can go river rafting since even on land I'm freezing it'll be worse at the river. I really want to tho. Going to the falls later on and to see the glow worms tomorrow. More pictures on that soon. Its nice here would like to come again during summer or some other time other then winter. That way the daytime would be longer n weather would be much bearable. Back to walking around n more blogging later on.
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Saturday, June 26, 2010

* Finally HOLIDAY! *

After the 5th semester then finals then with just about a week of resting time back to classes again for1 month  intersession with classes every weekdays and then the final exam. Oh god it was like non stop classes, books, lecturers, tests since the beginning of the year. For now im taking sometime to rest. I've checked my results after waiting anxiously, its not great its just ok. Have got to work HARDER to improve my cgpa.Intersession paper made me felt like crying or maybe i did cried a bit. Haish..whatever it is.Its done now so moving on.10 more days before the next semester begins and im off for a holiday that is much needed.I've never been to New Zealand so im excited. People tell me its a beautiful place.Im looking forward to seeing their culture, beautiful scenery the food and of course shopping! Here i am yap yap and yapping away and my suitcase is not completely packed yet. Got to go. I've got 10 days and will definitely be making full use of it before it get back in time for the new semester.

Monday, June 7, 2010

22nd birthday





Event : 22nd birthday

Wonderful surprise,loving family and dearest friends,sweet loving bf,great time celebrating with delicious food and cakes,beautiful presents.Had a really nice time celebrating it.Just the way i like it simple low key hanging out with the people i like to surround myself with. Except for the lizard part which actually in a way made it an interesting and hilarious birthday.Who knew i could scream at such a high pitch voice at the sight of a lizard.Lol. Over all i had a nice time celebrating my 22nd birthday,to mohd khairul azim,thanks for a wonderful birhtday i know it took a lot of effort in planning it.Thank you sayang : *