Thursday, August 20, 2009

im officially tonsiless

gift courtesy of mashi,ayumi,izyan,afif n wawa


last monday morning around 8 something almost 9 i think as i doze off after being given sufficient amount of anesthesia my tonsils have been removed.making me now tonsiless.and the pain of the surgery was..let me see its like someone forced a large dry rough stone thru my throat and also used sand paper to scrape thru my throat.hurts so much.and i was scared too after surgery as they were about to bring me back to my room i vomited and i saw blood on my hospital gown.i guess im sensative to the general anesthesia.i couldnt speak and was in so much pain i cried.and later on fell asleep.i woke up around five something i think and i could speak slowly.glad i could speak.for now im still on soft food diet.im slowly forcing my self to start eating solid food.im starting with the soft ones for now.i still cant eat anything that's hot in temperature and hot as in spicy.and obviously no normal food yet as it still hurts.for now i just look.hehehe.i was so touched when i got out of surgery i saw my mama and abah and also i saw tok and tok ayah.they came to see to make sure the surgery went ok.after dat my boo and danial came.i was so happy i talked so much.danial's mommy came too.with cookies.it so nice of her.and i was so suprised to see danials mom she looks young.i wonder what's her secret for awet muda..cookies are still sealed untill i've recovered and i can eat them.hehehe.not long after dat my kakak qilah came and later that evening the jing bam gang.they are like the clowns at the children's ward.they were making so much jokes.i laughed even tho it hurts.cant help it.later at night hommie n izzati came while family went for dinner.was held at hospital jz overnight.and for now i am resting a lot at home to recover from my surgery.sleep..sleep..and more sleep : )

Monday, August 17, 2009

im getting my tonsils remove

my tonsils have been swollen for 3 weeks in a row now so went to octor again..and doctor referred me to see ENT specialist and the specialist has advised me to remove my tonsils.well i have been contemplating that coz it hurts so much til i cant do my daily stuff.so anyhows 2mrws the surgery and im scared.i've never had any type or surgery.im praying that everything goes weel 2mrw.insya'Allah.gotta wake up early morning 2mrw coz i chose the 1st slot for 2mrws surgery.ok im off for now.updates on post opt later.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

painful tonsils and dreaming of flowers

i've been on and off sick.my tonsil is giving me problems.the moment it starts to swell up i'll be in pain like crazy.even when im sitting still not moving a muscle. it still hurts rite down to my neck and back.have been going to the doctor twice and for now its getting better.please stay this way.i cant stand it when it swells up it'll hurt and i'll be down with fever.even grandpa said i look sick.i guess its because im usually cheerful and all and this time around i didnt talk much.grandma told me to go take a nap so i ended up falling asleep on the couch on a sunday afternoon while my toks and my family went fishing at the backyard..didnt get a chance to join i was snoozing..a random tought.i was thinking of putting fresh flowers in my room and in the house.coz i remembered i used to go to this place where they sell loads and loads of fresh flowes.the moment u step in there its smells so nice and the flowers are so pretty u'd wish ur house smells dat nice and has a sight of beautiful flowers.i want my room and to be like that place. yeah i wish..anyhows so 2mrw is monday.morning class gotta wake up early avoid the traffic jam and the joys of looking for parking.