so bummed.......

i'm so bummed rite now.. :( i had exam today.it was contracts paper.to me it was so tough.i'm dissapointed in myself rite now cos if only i had study more...eiysh.if only i had just push myself and stop being lazy and READ contracts more.i obviously didn't read enough.i find it difficult for me to answer the questions juz now.anyways no use feeling down bout it.the paper is done and over.so now i still have 3 more papers to go. french,torts and mls.
what i did today
after exam i planned to go have lunch with zella,azee n anis but then otw out from the exam hall i went to the washroom with mashi n ayumi,and then mashi remembered that her phone is missing.she can't remember where n when was the last time she used it.so we went on the search for mashi's phone.looked for it in the car i drove but it wasn't there.then we decided to go eat since we were kindda hungry.so then after lunch we looked for it again.we went to dsb to look for it n couldn't find it.looked for it in the car again but we couldn't find it.tried calling mashi's phone so many times it was off n went straight to message.so after that i sent mashi back to mawar and i went back home.
when i got back aqilah said she wants to go get a haircut.and she asked me to accompany her.so after she choose the hairstyle she wants she decided to go to ou.so i drove to ou and we went to the saloon.while aqilah got her haircut i went around ou.i decided to go to mph and read magazines.for a change other then reading to study.hehehe.so after aqilah is done we walked around for abit.and then we went back home.we cooked dinner today.hehehe.cos mama juz had her eye procedure done.a minor surgery.so mama can't cook.so me n my aqilah cooked.hehehe.the food was not that nice.i didn't put enough salt.i didn't really knoe how to estimate.mama and abah said the food was ok.abah said it's ok.first time cooking.hehehe.
buffy my darling cat is not feeling well.i'm worried.she has to take medicines.there are a few medicines she has to take.kesian buffy..ok i gtg now.will blog again soon.bye n gudnite~

study week~

hey..so i went to the doctor and had my leg x-ray ed.the x-ray showed no broken of fractures on my leg bone.so the doctor is reffering me to an orthopedician.bones specialist to go check why is there a bump.mama and abah said they want to bring me either to pantai specialist or damansara specialist.they wanna ask which one should we go to.other then that...so far this study week i've been sick and always sleepy. i guess it's bcos i'm sick. i had bad sore throat and a lil bit of flu.haaaaaaaahh.i wanna study but not mood to study and i keep on falling asleep when i start reading and studying.it's soo annoying.
eiysh fara afiqah can you like fight the no mood, tired, lazyness and STUDYING.like seriously.fight the lazyness.okay so after this i should and have to go study.

i went to shah alam juz now. aqilah woke me up early morning to help her with her modal.i drove to shah alam and went to her fac to help carry her modal's. and i waited while her lecturers were doing their review.i decided to go to mawar and borrow zella's contract book so i can photocopy it.i need another contract book for reference. the one i'm currently using to study is kindda hard to understand. i didn't get to hangout with zella n aze b'cos aqilah called n said that dia dh siap review.so since zella n azee pon was actually still asleep n sleepy i said i'll have lunch with them 2mrow.i'm going to shah alam again 2mrow to jmpa lecturer mls n i since i'm there i wanna check my assesment marks at the lecturer's room. (ahh nervous nya..). then i also wanna collect the photcopied stuff.return the book to zella during lunch with them.

p/s: zella who is the guy?( yeah i knoe my he makes me smile line...hehehe) you're not sure if
he's the one?..hmm i wonder who is this guy in ur life? and ling u sound kindda upset.am i
one of the girls who have changed? i hope not...dalam my busyness i always take time to
hangout with u guys.ur one of my close frens and if u got anything to talk about i'm here
babe :)

i called tiks just now.talked on the phone with her.she told me this wednesday she's starting her new project.and i told her my finals is starting this monday.i told her bout the dream jgk.the dream that i dream of her. and the converstation was something like:
tiks: really what does the guy looked like?
me: i donno tiks,i can't rememmber..
tiks: ok was he tall or short?
me: i donno u guys were seated i can't tell if he was tall or short.
tiks:what does he look like?
me: i can't rememmber my dream tiks,plus it was a guy i dont knoe, a guy i've never seen or
met.
tiks:okay...
me: hmm i wonder who the guy was..
tiks: ahahaha me too it was you who dreamt of it
me: hahahahah.

funny...funny.

yeah greys is tonight.and it's the season final.i've been in shah alam and havent been watching greys.ok so tonight i get to watch.yeay! pizza delivery is here.yummy.about time.ok dinner time!
ok i'll blog again later bye~

weekend story~

the post before this was supose to be titled monday.tersalah spell b'cos i was blogging in a rush.hehehe.
i woke up late on saturday.i wanted to sleep in.besides it is the weekend.i got up and did some laundry and help mum clean up the house a bit.had tea time with family.hangout, watched tv and talked with family.then we got ready to go to toks house.tok ayah was not feeling well.demam.and the two lil cousins were not there.they went for holiday.so the house was kindda sunyi.juz us the teenage cousins.bising2 gossiping and all.and of course kacau abg man.hahaha.that's a normal thing.
on sunday had brunch at westin.it was dim sum fusion.something like that.at east reataurant.to me it was more like a breakfast,lunch,tea,dinner,supper all in one.i was really full.then we went to pavillion.mama bought a sunglasses.went to the shops didn't see anything that i liked.i only saw one dusky pink top that i like.suitable for formal occasion type.then from pavillion we went to the clinic.to check my leg.cos there's like a bump from after the swollen part.after i fell down during jungle trecking durimg camping.the doctor said i've gotta get an x-ray to see what's it about.then from clinic we went to jaya 33.sis n big bro bought a watch each.wahh gembira dorang.i didn't see any watch that i really liked.so i told i will buy next time when i see one that i really like.
sunday night i went out with achim.hangout out and watched movie.he explained about thursday night.i told him i was angry about thursday night..he said sorry.after knowing about thursday i was ok. and after he told me bout it i imagined myself in his situation.i would be stressed jgk..then i told him it's a good thing i was angry bout thursday night.b'cos i said by me being angry it means that i care...really.hehehe.i talked a lot again.i had so many things to tell him.we both talked a lot.about so may things.the night was kindda eventful 2 hahaha.we seldom get to meet...so im happy we got to meet, go out and hangout :)

moday~

so ok study week has started.
did loads of stuff during the weekend.
got the chance to sleep in.hehehe.
went places.
owh..about the weekend i will blog about it in the next post.
loads to blog about.kindda.
sunday especially.i got the explanation that i've been wondering about..
i'm ok now..not upset n angry.bear in mind i was upset and angry b'cos i care.hehehe.
liy and aqilah made fun of me when i said that.
hey i do mean it.it's b'cos i do care.
today i woke up kindda early.
read a bit.didn't really got what i read about.tension..
so i did two rounds of laundry.
it was sunny during in the morning.
good time to do laundry.hehehe.
i cooked lunch too.
it's been quiet some time since i cooked somethin.
so i cooked tuna spaghetti(angel hair) i think.
my sister and big brother actually ate it
and they even finished it.made me happy :)
then went to shah alam b'cos aqilah wanted to get her stuff n met her studio mates.
n i wanted to get my books.
silly me.i forgot to bring my room key..
so i'm going again later to go get my books.
i asked abah do u guys want me to stay at mawar for the whole week and until finals?
abah said: don't try ur luck.
ahhahahaha i laughed and said i thought so.
ok gtg to shah alam.
i'll blog again later~ bye!!

the last week for semester 1~

how fast time flies by.kindda freaky.it's the last week for semester one.next week is study week and the week after that is finals dh.whoaaahhh.

monday
i got my french papers n assement marks.
not that good.
i was bummed n dissapointed in myself.
blaahhh..i was sad

tuesday
had mls lecture.
did revision for mls.
went for lunch and met ejat.the guy whom he n his frens sell t-shirts.
the omg shirt that i like so much.
then we went to tutorial
joined the other class.
then went back 2 mawar n had dinner with aqilah

wednesday
had bel class.
got my oral presentation marks.
marks were not great.
could hav done better.
had torts lecture.
did revision n lecutre gave advise n wished us luck.

thursday
went to constitutional law tutorial n mls tutotrial.
went for lunch at pak li with mashi ayumi n wawa
talked bout movies.hehehe.
loads interesting movies they mentioned that i wanna watch.
it rained so heavily.
we decided to just run to the car.
we all got wet since duh lh kan it was raining heavily.hahaha.
stranded at the girls house.
faez (childhood friend) was having late lunch.ask him to send me back to mawar.
tumpang his car.and on te way talked bout studies.n he was all like it'll b okay 2..sempat study..
had planned earlier on to have dinner with danyal,faiz n jambu.
zella,aze,n me wanted to hangout with them.
it's been so long since we all hangout n talked.kindda miss that.
but then they cancelled.bummer.i was looking foward to it.
we went to dc jgk..met husna n linda.
they were going to sacc to hav dinner at pizza hut.
they invited us to join.so we joined them.
we went there by bus.i kindda like the bus rides.adventure sikit.hehehe.
then on the way back we got on the bus n saw danyal,faiz n jambu too in the bus.
shocked and sakit hati jgklah..cos we were all suppose to have dinner together.
but they cancelled.
then saw them in the bus jgk..
hmm i hope u guys are happy.had fun.and had the time of ur lives.
all zella,aze n me wanted was just to hangout with u guys.
that's all.
we were even excited about the plan of simply juz hanging out with u guys.
u guys are so not the guys i thought u guys were.

friday
went to the last lecture for my 1st semester at shah alam.
had lunch at the girls house.
hangout with them.
ate kin's cupcake.
the day before was kin's b'day.
the cupcake was yummy.
i liked it.hehehe.
then went back to mawar.
packed my stuff.
hangout with zella n azee kejap at dc.
then mama came to pick me up to go home
yeay home sweet home~

step up 2! smart.

yeah.yeah i knoe kindda slow.late left behinde a bit.but hey i juz got the dvd and got the chance to watch step up 2.step up 1 was great wih channing tatum n all.so hot.hehehe.step up 2 was even better.they took it to the streets.serious smart dance step.i bet alia would love the movie.ok am gonna ask alia if she's watched it already.she so have to watch it.btw moose was cute.hehehe.that boy can dance.

sunday of babysitting,springcleaning & santai~

i juz got back from shah alam.went to shah alam to help aqilah sent her model to her fac.then she said tak jadi.she still wants to add on some more stuff to her model.so i went to mawar send my stuff n took my books for 2mrw's classes.went to met zella,azee n anis.talked with them for awhile.owh..ada orang pg clubbing eyh? hehehe.x sempat cerita tdi cos mama n abah was waiting in tha car dh.so 2mrw during french bley update.hehehe.ok so anyways today sunday i planned to wake up late.but then the two lil cousins of mine came over cos their mommy went for meeting nearby.so me kakak fiqah became the babysitter for a few hours.i was still in my bed lazying around n they came in my room.so i had to wake up.mama made fun of me cos i suprisingly woke up early on a sunday.i kindda had too cos the lil cousins woke me up.hahaha.mama laughed.played games with them.barbie online games.polly pocket n watch high school musical video.hahaha.funny n cute.then had lunch with mama and big bro.while watching sky high.movie bout super heroes.mama n abah made fun of me and big bro watching movie for kids.hehehe.it was intresting.then all for us did some spring cleaning of the house.after dat had my shower since i wanted to go buy my supplies.then it rained like so heavily.so i relax n read a book.while reading i fell asleep.woke up when the rain subsided n went to buy my supplies with mama n abah.had dinner while watching football.manchester united v middlesbrough. at first abah n big bro was cheering n all while watching the game.after dat mama n me pon cheered jgk.later on were were all literally cheering while watching the game.i scremed a bit jgk.hahaha.kindda funny.bising rumah ktorang smua cheering.the score was draw 2-2. after dat went to sh alam.i hav ctu test 2mrw.i hav to study a bit.i wanna watch step up 2 dulu.hehehe.then after dat i study.ok.that's all for now.gudnite~

beautiful~

randomness:so sweet. you my dear are like the beautiful things

in life that makes me happy :)

some random thoughts.laadiidaadiidoo.no worries if people laugh.i dont mind.hehehe~

eventful week~

it was an eventful week.
tuesday
it was 1st of april.april fool.hehehe.mashi n ayumi did an april fool on me but their april fool x jadi.hehehe.had the usual mls lecture then after lecture went back to mawar n aqilah picked me up n we went for lunch at mancongkam nasi ayam(i think i spelled it correctly) zella,azee n anis says the chicken rice there is nice.yup zella the chicken was nice.hehehe.then went back home.aqilah went to alia's house to do her physics assignmnet.i stayed home n kemas my room n my stuff.then in the afternoon zella called to do an april fool jgk.x brape jdi jgk her april fool.hehehe.funny funny.for dinner we went to new place nearby our house.i forgot the name of the place n the restaurant.the place was nice.the food was bad.the fish had gone bad dh.their fish supplier is not good i guess.kindda pity the restaurant.it was a nice place tho.
wednesday
had bel class.watched my classmates did their oral presentation.then had torts lecture then went back to my mawar.had dinner with aqilah n went back to study instead i fell asleep.didn't even study for my constitutional law test.i was so sleepy.
thusday
i woke up at the sound of Al-Quran reading.so peaceful.thanfully since i was woken up early by the Al-Quran reading i got the chance to read a bit on constitutional law.went to class n lecturer gave us the chance to read up a a bit somemore before the test.the test was ok.i hope i did ok for last minute studying.then for mls lecturer gave us a take home test.went to the library to search for case then went for lunch.after lunch went to torts tutorial.then went to contracts tutorial.went back to mawar.rest for awile then showered n got ready for kesatria dinner.
kesatria dinner
the kesatria dinner was a collabaration of law kesatria,education kesatria n enginering kesatria n also kesatria kembara.the food was kindda good except for the rice.the performance was interesting.we took pictures.mostly using eyza's phone.i'll upload the pics when i get it from her.the dinner overall was ok.went back to mawar n i had to stay up to do my take home test.lecturer gave us from 10 am-10pm to finish n submit it to her.after dinner i did the take home test then i fell asleep around 2 something almost 3 think.
friday
woke up late.i was supposed to wake up early to go submit the take home test before 10.i woke around 9 something.called aqilah to come get me n bring me to submit the take home test.i reached the lecturer's room around 9.40 or 9.50 something.relief...then i went back to mawar to shower.cos i went to send the take home test without even showering.hahaha.after showering i went to constitutional law lecture.met zella n azee on the way.gave them a lift to menara.they wanted to send their assignment too.after constitutional law lecture we went for lunch at jayati.the food biasa.ok lh but kindda expensive compared to other places.then went back to mawar kemas my room n slept for awhile.then went to kesatria.it was the last kesatria.wow how time flies by.feels fast.we were late.hehehe.but commander let us off.had pyhsical test.i ran 2 rounds of the padang kawad.agak penat jgk.i think the last kesatria is when i saw the commanders n the teachers smilling n laughing the most.the commanders made us sang a song.i forgot the title.then we cheered when we marched out of the marching ground.i was really happy.ada a bit sad jgk i think.mostly happy n glad kesatria dh habis.wow.kesatria dh habis.mama picked me up.cos aiqlah weekend ni is taying at mawar.siapkan her project.then went for dinner as usual at uptown.
saturday
got the chance to sleep in n wake up late.then went for lunch with mama abah n abang at yong tau foo restaurant.went back home n i feel asleep while watching tv.hehehe.mama n abah woke me up to go to toks house.hangout with my parents, grandparents n relatives.i got new pyjama's.mak long bought from Makkah.pink with flowers embroidery.sweet.then went to buy satay with tok ayah n abah.i was juz thinking of eating satay the night before.hehehe.had dinner then hangout with cousins.they played rockband.i watched.it was hillarious.especially with the two lil cousins.the guys watched football.liverpool v arsenal.the score was a draw 1-1.after that we went back home.
hmm an eventful week.with kesatria dinner n the last kesatria~ ok that's all for know.bye :)