Up up up and away!

Had so much fun enjoying the beautiful weather on a sunday afternoon picnicking and flying kites. Everyone was so excited i bet if there were lights on our kites we would have stayed on till late night still fyling our kites lol.

I just realised how relaxing it is to fly kites. For a moment there while i was flying my kite its like all my worries flew away. It takes effort and skill too though. without that you'll only be frustrated that you kite is not flying. But the feeling the moment it starts to fly up high its pure happiness faces filled with smiles. Im not exxagerating really it loads of fun. So much so that i enjoyed it just as much on the second round of flying kite too.

New activity to be added on hobby list, definately!

This explains it

I dont know how others do it, but i've been having problem with reading jurisprudence. It seems to make me doze off everytime i start studying it. And of course im using my time very unproductively to explore the virtual world and how ironic! i came across this. Which is  VERY TRUE. "The word required takes out all the fun in any activity". From now on i've got to put it in my mind that i WANT to read jurisprudence, not i have/required to. i want to read jurisprudence..i want to read jurisprudence..i want to.. ok now i sound like a looney. Geezz whatever it is just have to keep a positive mind set for finals! that's the spirit rite. Off to study. Im starting to freak out which means time to read up!

my heart out

Who would have thought, with my decission to go through with this i thot i  would be crying my heart out about this.Bt all this is just giving me space and time for myself. And in return i can think clearly and just when i thought i'd be crying my heart out instead im singing my heart out. Im head over feet : )

You stated your case time and again

I had no choice but to hear you

I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess

You ask how my day was

You are the bearer of unconditional things

You're so much braver than I gave you credit for

You held your breath and the door for me

Thanks for your patience

You've already won me over in spite of me

And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet

Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are

I couldn't help it

It's all your fault

home sweet home

I'm ecstatic to be home! Although as for now its a mess n full of dust. Bt 2 months staying at the condo is enough for me. Its depressing. It does not help that I'm so used to staying in a bright airy sunny house to staying at a gloomy,bad reception place full of foreigners makes me feel like I'm someplace else. The worst part bout it is that if u leave something behind you'd hav to get out of the car wait for the elevator to go up n den wait again for the elevator to go bck to the parking. Such a waste of time. Unlike living on landed house when I can just run back in to grab whatever it is I forget. So thankful and glad I'm home. Looking forward to redecorating it after finals of course. Since its only 15 more days till finals. I'm gasping n panicking.

TWO years

this one's really interesting,butter prawns with cheese. how bout that? of course
after having all of these there's no more room left for dessert.  Cakes at alexis im cominggg.  for part 2 anniversary, dessert:  coffee and cakes  

steam asam fish yum!

of course i cant have thai food without my favourite kailan ikan masin

one nice tom yam i like that its not too spicy and i can enjoy it without shedding tears

my boo boo's happy surprised face{priceless} seeing him so happy it made me so happy
(jz seeing that smile makes it worthwhile)

the surprise in a box

i personalized it by hand stitching  a love note : )
( out of all the things i've made for him so  far this is the hardest to make, i didn't sleep a wink making this)

boo boo's present a hoodie

my version of an anniversary card, a painting on balsa wood

the tools and materials i used

First and foremost Alhamdulilah it's already two years. Looking back at it all, everything we've been through and because of it all  it just makes us stronger.
~ you make the fights worth it when at the end of it we learn from our mistakes and learn to give in and
   compromise.
~ you make me learn from our fights how to handle guys and their pride and ego, and how sometimes
  we all just need our time and space
~ you make me laugh when i feel like im at my lowest point
~you tell me im pretty when i dont even have an inch of make up on my face
~you treat me like a princess
~the person i turn to when im having a breakdown  to cry and not have to worry how sloppy i would
  look
~my sing-a-long karoke partner singing along our hearts out to the songs on the radio
~the person who is able to tell me to my face my weaknesses and help me work on it
~you let me in to you life and all the secret passages in you life so im able to get to know you better
~ in return it makes me comfortable enough to trust and let my walls down and not have to always hide and protect myself
~ because i know no matter how silly i act,how angry i get,how stubborn,how spoilt i behave you somehow are able to find a way to look at the good side of me

I know we still have a lot more things to learn from one another , a lot more fights we'll learn from together. With you by my side i know it'll be worth the roller coster ride. Im looking forward to going thorugh the ups and downs together, after all that's what its all about. What matters most is that at the end of the day i still love you through the good times and the bad times.

What scares me and what makes me sad

What scares me: when people i care for falls sick and is hospitalised. Of course I panicked and so many things were going thru my head when I found out my moo che che was admitted. Been sleeping over at the hospital with her and thank god the she's much better and the doctor allowed her to go home. The 1st night I slept over at the hospital I couldn't hardly sleep. Another incidendt that scared me too was, when I was awoken so many times by what sounded like someone moving the furnitures around. It was so loud I can't sleep. Next day mom said I have to remember that it is after all a hospital. I got scared and told mom it didn't cross my mind at all about spirits in the hospital. See that's why I don't like to watch ghost stories. So I wouldn't think of such things. The next night before I slept I read ayat qursi so many times n thank god I sleep comfortably no sounds keeping me awake. Reminder: always remember to read ayat qursi.

What makes me sad: we've all seen it in the news, heard about it on the radio, read about it in the papers. And it really makes us sad to see the way these babies are being thrown away and disposed off like trash. I never knew how it felt to actually see it with my own eyes. On my way back home from the bazaar seeing the police officers by the drain and putting aside newspapers and a black trash bag on the ground. I knew straight away what it was about. I felt like crying there and then. It left a mark on me and made me realise that to always stay close to god and for us ladies to respect ourselves in order for others to do the same. Because love is more than just about lust. When a guy really loves us, he treats us well and with respect. What I saw today will serve as a reminder to me to stay level headed. Its a lesson for everyone. Especially ladies to realise and to differentiate between lust and love.
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{For a classic look}

I find it hard for me to walk out of the few of my favourite accessories shop empty handed. Goshhh I just can't decide between the two items. Both are just nice in their own way. And what makes it harder was that my intention was just to go window shopping while I bully dear bf of mine to come along with me. Then I checked my purse and of course when I really want to buy something I don't have enough cash haihh..Boo boo being the sweetest bf bought me two beautiful accessories. A classic vintage style bangle and cocktail ring. I'm all smiles so happy with the gifts ; ). Bt of course this cannot be happening all the time. Wouldn't want to be a razor gf would I? Reality check. Note to self my boo boo is so sweet n I'm so happy he bought me the stuff. I love being spoilt all girls do. Bt the most important thing is I love him so much regardless of whether he buys me things or not. The most patient bf and I really mean it coz I know for a fact that I can be quite a handful to handle on my bad days. I'm so thankful to have a loving bf. : *
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